91. fed up.

i don't wanna work anymore.
i'm getting fed up.
burn out?
prolly.
even going on a leave for 5 days is not enough for me to miss work.

told mama and papa 'bout this.
told them i wanna resign but papa asked me what i'd do after, i couldn't say anything.

i don't know what i wanna do.

there are a million things running around my head, well, yea, fine not a million but a few things that i don't know if i'll really be happy doing so yea.

i've gotten quite impatient lately.
easily irritated.
i used to have a lot of patience but as of late, patients annoy me easily.

ugh.

papa told me that if i quit my job and waste my time sitting and sleeping , he'll have me wash and iron the clothes and clean the house, he's gonna tell the house help to leave.

blehhhhhhhh.

so yea, since am not really capable of handling household chores, am gonna endure and enjoy my job.

parents can be really cruel.
T.T

i hope whatever am feeling now disappears fast.