168. falling, flying, dreaming.

am falling for him even more than i originally planned.

this is crazy.

it's like being in a crazy dream.

i'm flying.

i'm free yet i'm bounded.

wings and gravity.

ugh.

i tell him i'm annoyed that i love him this much.

and he'd just push it aside and yea.

blah.

i'd tell him i hate him.

and he'd be like, "i love you."

crazy.

falling.

flying.

dreaming.